It has been a hectic week for me. I was again up to my eyeballs with work. The MoeExcel Fest, the Caterpillar concert and my own 3A performing during assembly. It was a whole lot of juggling.
I met a an old friend recently. Her child is in my school. Updated on all the others. I didn't know how to feel, how to respond. Does that even mean anything? The conversation brought up memories of my past. That chapter of my life is closed. I am genuinely happy that my 'friends of the past' are doing well. I am glad to hear that they now have families of their own. But my heart did feel a tinge of sadness. 4th December 1998- a dark day in history. Looking back, I feel blessed that Allah gave me the strength and courage to move on. My father and my mother were there for me. My siblings gave me the emotional support when I was crippled with sadness. My NIE friends rallied around me and ensured that I was never lonely. Saira, Kak Hajar, Sisca, Sara, Fazlinda, Suriati, Ratna, Haz and so many others were there. Thank you. These people gave me meaning to the difference between real friends and acquintances.
I have done so many things since that fateful day. I have conquered mountains, tamed rivers, travelled to places that enriched my life with wonderful experiences. I met amazing people, the ones that I am now closest to. My first batch of pupils that I taught are in tertiary education. I fell in love again and got married. I have 2 wonderful boys. A new chapter of my life is just beginning. Behind every dark cloud, there's a silver lining. Allah took somethings away from me because HE wanted to give me many more beautiful things in return. Alhamdullilah.
Indah,Emi, Aleen, Linda, Su and Haz. I treasure the fun moments we had, the laughter we shared before. I pray for your happiness and health.
I found the closure that I needed.
